How much pain before you break again?

Every time you wish to be
a simple person with simple needs

Every time you want to say
things that go unheard anyway

Every single teardrop shed
as you think about the path you tread

Every crackle of laughter shared
 puts you in and out of repair

Every silent moment broken
to the sound of thoughts ever so often

Every song of spring heard
brings back a lost memory blurred

 Every night spent awake
wondering if it ever was yours to take

Every light that breaks the dark
fades away so soon there's no more a spark

Every time you wish to hope
you know there's no hope left to hope

Every single time you feel
there's nothing left to believe

Every idea gone waste
because of a mind so numb it can no longer taste

Every time I see you fall
I ask you cuz I don't know it all

How much pain before you break again?