The toughest thing i've ever done

You know how frustrating it is to mindlessly type something, read through it once and realize it's meaningful enough to post, read through it again and decide it's worth nothing and trash it,in like, half a millisecond? Well, if you don't, ask me, i know that feeling only too well. I'm not a regular blogger. People who visit my blog should know that. And if there is someone out there who's visiting my profile, hats off to you. I haven't exactly been blogging, so, WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HERE? No offence meant,if the kind observer is still reading on, you must know i'm frustrated. If you still don't, go back to line one. This isn't an infinite loop, yes i've learnt a bit of programming. IF you're reading through the whole thing again, HAIL WHOEVER, even I haven't been able to achieve that feat. Partly because i have no control over what i type. No, i don't mean someone is standing behind me forcing me to type all these things. It's more like, there's someone in my head, but well, there's someone in everyone's head, so why bother about my head? Well, it is my head, and my blog, and if I don't bother about my head, who will? So here i am, not really knowing what to say, but babbling once again, for want of better things to say. My point is, I've proved to myself that i can't blog. Well, not that i thought i could. OKAY i did. But doesn't everyone think they're capable of climbing the mount everest? The only thing stopping them is, well, they don't WANT to do it. But if they should, they could. Not that i SHOULD blog. Just that i thought i could and the surprising fact is, I'm not even disappointed, now that i know i can't. But blogging, right now, seems to be the toughest thing I've ever done. And am doing. Why i'm continuing to torture myself and the rest of you is beyond my comprehension. Oh joy, I've actually justified the title! Yipee! that does mean i can blog, can i? *wink* All i can say now is,
GAWD HELP THOSE BLESSED SOULS WHO CALL THEMSELVES FRIENDS, UPON WHOM THE WEIGHT OF THIS ABSOLUTELY MEANINGLESS POST MUST BE THRUSTED. MAY HE REST IN PEACE.
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P.S- A good friend of mine insisted that only if i post everything i type, i can improve my blogging capabilities, so, I disclaim all responsibilities for the pain i have inflicted.

lab time

No prizes for guessing where i am right now. yeah, stuck in lab. RDBMS lab. For those of you who don't know what that means, RDBMS stands for Relational Database Management Systems. Now please don't ask me to elaborate, i really don't know,(actually don't bother to know) anything about the subject. It's one of those labs where you mechanically type a lot of things, not really trying to understand what crap you have entered. I'm bugged. I'm very bugged right now. What is the point of having so much to do, and yet sit in a lab(I'm here ONLY for attendance,btw) where you do ABSOLUTELY nothing. Nothing useful at least. For example, this subject might teach me how to enter records into a database, but the lecturer doesn't even know how to correct an entry. i made ONE mistake, and here i am, asked to type the entire thing again. No manual to help, screwed up net connection which is so slow it takes ages to open even the Google homepage, and definitely none to guide me. I'm in a situation where i can only scream 'HELP', though i know there will be no response. "HELP!!"

Pongal hols.

A city? Yes. SASTRA university. The advertisement i i fell for, almost a year and a half back. No regrets about joining the college. I'm unsure about what i want to do, don't know if i like my course, but that's my problem, not that of the college, so no regrets. But, the ad sure did fool me. A city? Puhleeeaase. Technically, a city should be well equipped. The college has given me much more than what my seniors ever dreamed of, so I'm not complaining about the facilities either. But the concept of taking permission to go home? That too, twice a semester, according to the rules of the great college. Excuse me, but i'm not the only one who finds that ridiculous. TWO permissions, that too only on weekends, read the notice put up just before we left for our so called "Pongal holidays". Let me remind you that, by taking one day off, I'm spending nine days at home, which is just 5 days short of what i got as a semester break. And to top it all, saturday's working. surprise! surprise! Yes, our college decides to keep college when they very well know no one is gonna bother attending. Only a couple of people i know changed their plans because of the announcement. That too i'm sure it's only for attendance. WHATEVER!

Here goes my first blog!

Hey everybody, or rather, hi, cuz i don't think many people will bother visiting. This is not the first time i'm starting a blog page. I've had many, many starts, where i'd just come,sign up,post enthusiastically, then forget that the ID exists, and eventually forget the password to my account. Hopefully, this won't be one of those attempts, cuz i think it's high time i start typing something meaningful out here, and make my own little contribution. I don't know what i'll write about, and this being my first attempt, i hope i don't drive away those of you who have decided to take a look. I'll be back with more!